The Black Silence — Episode 1 (Stage: 60003)Location: Library EntranceAngela(Library Director)So it was no coincidence that you came to the Library, Roland.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_1"RolandYou bet. The series of events leading up to this moment was the biggest gamble of my life.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_1"Angela(Library Director)I see. You helped me attain my freedom, but it wasn’t for my sake…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_2"Angela(Library Director)You just used me like a tool.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_3"RolandC’mon, don’t talk like you got nothing out of me. I never slacked off, y’know?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_2"RolandI gave it my all to support you until you reached your goal. It’s mutual exploitation, at the very least.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_3"Angela(Library Director)Did you get the result you wanted?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_4"RolandWell, I got enough. The reason I’d come to the Library was to figure out the cause of the phenomenon that created Distortions like the Pianist.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_4"RolandAnd to find out who was responsible for it.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_5"RolandAs such, all obvious signs… point to you, Angela.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_6"RolandNone of this would’ve happened if you hadn’t thrown a tantrum in your last moment.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_7"Angela(Library Director)Why didn’t you try to stop me or kill me right away, then?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_5"Roland…First off, you were simply unkillable when I first met you.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_8"RolandSecond, I wanted to know why you made the choice you did.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_9"RolandThird, I thought that maybe you could make a different decision that I couldn’t.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_10"RolandAnd fourth, to bring you the greatest loss—the greatest suffering… at the very end of it all.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_11"RolandRight now, you’re completely human. You can feel pain as its whole, and experience death.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_12"RolandI learned here that you went through your own fair share of torment, frustration, and loss.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_13"RolandI can understand why you made the choices you made.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_14"RolandAnd seeing you start to contemplate your aim as time went by… I thought that maybe there was room for another option.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_15"RolandThat maybe, just maybe, you might choose a different answer…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_16"RolandAnd if you somehow did by that smallest chance… Then I might have been able to find a different solution myself.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_17"RolandBut in the end, you didn’t.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_18"RolandSure, the pain I went through may be a speck of dust compared to your million years of despair… But so what?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_19"RolandThat day, I swore to myself before that damned piano.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_20"RolandI swore that I’d make the City experience the same sorrow of loss—of the frustration that I felt when it took my world away from me.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_21"Roland…The same as you.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_22"Angela(Library Director)…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_6"Angela(Library Director)Then… Who will pay for the misery I went through?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_7"Angela(Library Director)There was nothing else I could do; all I knew was to make them suffer the same pain…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_8"RolandYou’re asking me for an answer?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_23"RolandIf I knew the way… and if I could choose it, I wouldn’t have done this drivel.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_24"RolandI do know one thing for sure: This is what happens when you try to wash blood with blood.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_25"Angela(Library Director)…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_9"RolandAngela, you have to feel the same sorrow as mine…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_26"RolandNo. You have to feel even worse than that. You took Angelica from me—she meant the world to me.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_27"RolandI sat on my hands as I watched the people I knew die, and I even killed my old friend with these shadowed gloves, just for this moment.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_28"RolandAll for this very moment… I’ve been suppressing my emotions, forcing a pained smile.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_29"Angela(Library Director)…Seeing you shed tears is an unfamiliar sight.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_10"RolandI’m done with the façade now.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_30"RolandI’ll do everything I can—in ways beyond your imagination—to give you the most painful death possible.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_31"RolandAnd I’ll do it right before you take the final step to your freedom. I’ll rob you of everything.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_32"RolandYou’ll reap the whirlwind for what you’ve sown…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_33"Angela(Library Director)…I only want to be compensated for my suffering.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_11"Roland…What’s this now? You’re acting weak all of a sudden?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_34"RolandAre you finally starting to hesitate when it’s almost over?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_35"RolandNah… can’t be.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_36"RolandYou’ve got power and knowledge, and now a proper life as a living being on top of it… You just don’t wanna give up what you finally took hold of.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_37"Angela(Library Director)At least I used a method that isn’t forcef—Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Angela_12"RolandYou used the same logic as when you’d stolen the Light. You used it to kill those who came to the Library in the name of fair price.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_38"RolandYou didn’t even stop to think about the consequences of your actions.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_39"RolandThat’s how you’ve always been. You don’t give two shits about anyone other than yourself.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_40"RolandI don’t blame you, though. I just can’t.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_41"RolandIt’s how the City works… That’s that, and this is this.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_42"RolandThat’s why I’m going to kill you strictly with the mindset of the City folk.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_43"RolandWhat I need to do is kill you and take my revenge; what you need to do is kill me and get the freedom you want.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_44"RolandWe just need to have a simple, raw state of mind as we fight each other.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_45"RolandSo I want you to stop getting any funny little ideas and stick to your desire for freedom and vengeance.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_46"???I have nothing but my sorrow…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_47"???And I want nothing more.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_48"???It has been, it still is, faithful to me.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_49"???Why should I begrudge it, since during the hours…Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_50"???When my soul crushed the depths of my heart,Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_51"???It was seated there beside me?Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_52"???O sorrow, I have ended, you see, by respecting you,Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_53"???Because I am certain you will never leave me.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_54"???Ah! I realize it:Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_55"???Your beauty lies in the force of your being.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_56"???You are like those who never left
The sad fireside corner of my poor black heart.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_57"???O my sorrow, you are better than a well-beloved:Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_58"???Because I know that on the day of my final agony,Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_59"???You will be there, lying in my sheets, O sorrow,Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_60"???So that you might once again attempt to enter my heart.Audio: "ch7_Black_ep1_Roland_61"