Story: BinahEpisode 4

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Contents:
  1. Location: The Library – Floor of Philosophy
BinahEpisode 4 Location: The Library – Floor of Philosophy Roland (Servant) You’re always lazing around and sipping tea whenever I visit. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_1" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Everyone is basking in such indolent complacency. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_1" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) We live in an era where the only threat to humanity which is present in the City is humans themselves. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_2-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Even as monsters created by the hands of mankind are present in the Outskirts… Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_3-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) And entities well above the grasp of human cognition reside in the territories beyond those Outskirts. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_4-01" Roland (Servant) Heard there’s a ton of ‘em. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_2" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Is humankind being kept safe from those monsters, or are those creatures the ones being protected from us? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_5-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Would you not agree that the boundary between these two possibilities is rather thin and hazy? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_6" Roland (Servant) You call that a question? It’s gotta be protecting people from monsters. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_3" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) When that frail boundary finally dissipates, the true colors of humans are brought out. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_7-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Those may manifest in the form of E.G.O or an Abnormality as we had termed. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_8" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) It appears that the phenomenon has now been named the ‘Distortion’. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_9-01" Roland (Servant) Wha? I thought we were just talking about the City and its borders? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_4" Roland (Servant) And you keep talking about the “true form” of people… Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_5" Roland (Servant) What’s your definition of a human, anyway? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_6" Roland (Servant) Why do our “true forms” have to be all so weird like they’ve got a screw loose? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_7" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Well. I wonder… Are humans merely a species of primates, constituting the animal kingdom? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_10" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) What do you think is a man? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_11-01" Roland (Servant) A miserable little pile of greed? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_8" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Thinking in unsophisticated ways truly gives you an impeccable perception of the essence of things. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_12-01" Roland (Servant) Just tell me the answer already. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_9" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) It is exactly as you said. Desires are the truest aspects of humans, are they not? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_13-01" Roland (Servant) More word games, huh… You know that’s not the answer I want to hear. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_10" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) So you wish to hear what I know as an Arbiter of the Head. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_14" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) You want to learn the secrets of the City. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_15-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) The reason the Head neglects the suffering of the City and lets it fester. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_16" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) You crave an explanation for the utter lack of governance in our otherwise strict reign. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_17" Roland (Servant) Yeah, that. And that’s because…? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_11" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) I simply maintain my silence. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_18" Roland (Servant) Why you… Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_12" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) I urge you to relax. It is not possible for me to teach you the answer regardless of my will. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_19" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Unrolling me into a book will yield the same result. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_20" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) I have already emptied my mind of all knowledge relating to it. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_21-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Such is the fate of former Arbiters of the Head. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_22" Roland (Servant) Fine, you win. I’m all outta motivation now. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_13" Roland (Servant) I give up trying to pry or figure out anything from you. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_14" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) That ended on a trifling note. Still, it was the wise decision. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_23" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) What stands before you is not an Arbiter or other such things; it is simply a being that was once human. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_24" Roland (Servant) You still aren’t a likable one in my book. Angela probably dislikes you too. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_15" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Epoché. Perceive me as who I am. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_25_a-02" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Do not make any ancillary judgements… Do not be bound by anything you have learned in your life. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_26" Roland (Servant) I’m a human being; I can’t just disregard all my background experience when I watch something. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_16" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Regard me as what I simply am, neither as an Arbiter nor a Sephirah. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_27" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Consider only the time I have gone through. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_28" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) You may be able to see it when you observe me as though you knew nothing. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_29-02" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Through a long history of being entwined with each other, humans in the City have accumulated a layer of sediment. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_30" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) One cannot properly see through such turbid waters. The City is in such a state. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_31" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) A clear vision can only be attained through one’s own eyes. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_32-01" Roland (Servant) So, you basically mean everyone oughta look at the world from their own perspective and think what they want? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_17" Roland (Servant) People can see the same cup of water in different ways, like half empty or half full or some shit? Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_18" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Use your own eyes to watch things as they are. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_33" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Then you may see it. However, you will inevitably forget why you wished to see it once you reach that point. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_34" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) That oblivion is what creates anguish; that is why it is a tragedy. Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Binah_35" Roland (Servant) That means everyone’s going to have their own arbitrary vision of the world… Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_19-01" Roland (Servant) That can’t possibly happen in the City, there’s a predetermined answer to everything… Audio: "ch8_Binah_ep4_Roland_20-01" Binah (Patron Librarian - Philosophy) Perhaps. Peek into your own universe, as everyone else shall. 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