Gebura — Episode 5 (Stage: 206005)Location: The Library – Floor of LanguageGebura(Patron Librarian - Language)The Book of the Red Mist…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_1-02"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)I was called that back then… Meeting my past self in person reminded me of a lot of things.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_2-04"Roland(Servant)…You don’t get the opportunity to confront yourself often.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_1"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)I certainly brandished my blade trying to protect many friends and colleagues.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_3_b"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Even if I couldn’t meet the expectations; even if I couldn’t save them all.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_4-03"Roland(Servant)Yeah. That’s how the Red Mist was.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_2"Roland(Servant)Not a lot of people can fight solely for the sake of others.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_3"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Kali the Red Mist, Gebura the Sephirah in L Corp, and my present self—a librarian…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_5"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)My three lives may not have been the same, but my spirit has carried over.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_6-02"Roland(Servant)Well, do you find yourself miserable right now?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_4"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Not really. I do think it’s laughable, though.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_7-03"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)I failed to protect everyone and ended up here like this.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_8-05"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Still, I can say for sure that I did my best.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_9-04"Roland(Servant)Don’t you have a grudge against Angela for bringing you back and forcing you in here?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_5-01"Roland(Servant)And that she stole the fruit of everything you risked your life to protect, didn’t she?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_6-01"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)…She’s probably still wandering herself.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_10_b"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Thinking about everything she went through, I honestly can’t blame her so harshly for doing what she did.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_11-01"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)So I want to reserve my judgement until I’ve seen for myself the end of the path she’s taking.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_12"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)If I unleashed my rage at her now, nothing would change.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_13"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)It’ll only perpetuate the chain of fury and vengeance.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_14-01"Roland(Servant)You didn’t even get to fully protect anything in your lives. How could you move on from that like it was nothing?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_7"Roland(Servant)You always tried, but others would steal from you and take advantage of you…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_8"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel any anger or regret.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_16"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Even though I couldn’t protect everyone, I saved the ones I could.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_18-01"Roland(Servant)…Roland(Servant)I’m not like you; I couldn’t even protect the one person at my side.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_9"Roland(Servant)I don’t have anyone left.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_10"Roland(Servant)There’s nothing around me anymore…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_11"Roland(Servant)All that remains is myself, an incompetent and despicable opportunist…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_12"Roland(Servant)I’ve become a lump of obstinance before I realized it…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_13"Roland(Servant)Nothing more than a hollow life trying to wrap itself in a glossy package…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_14"Location: ??????That day, my world shattered again.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_15"???Thus began the days of endlessly looking back and retracing my steps…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_16"???I was on a blind rampage. I razed anything and everything that seemed even just a little suspicious.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_17"Roland(???)If you try anything stupid, I’ll make you bleed from every hole in your body. Spill it now!Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_18-02"A Scientist(???)I have no idea! Look, I’ll admit…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_EilinDad_1-01"A Scientist(???)Making gear wheels out of kidnapped people was a mistake.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_EilinDad_2-01"A Scientist(???)But, you know… I thought it’d be okay since there’s plenty of humans in the City anyhow.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_EilinDad_3-01"Roland(???)So… You don’t know anything about it?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_19-02"A Scientist(???)I don’t! I’m begging you, please…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_EilinDad_4-01"A Scientist(???)I have a family. I still have a daughter to raise…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_EilinDad_5-01"Roland(???)…Roland(???)And those gears sitting back there must’ve had their own families, too.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_20-01"A Technician(???)It’s almost complete…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_1-02"A Technician(???)I’m this close to bringing back my son.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_2-03"A Technician(???)The puppets in this place were all made of children who’d already died…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_3"Roland(???)So you’re saying that you’re ignorant of it.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_24-03"A Technician(???)Yes! That incident didn’t have anything to do with me.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_4"A Technician(???)Can’t you just let it slide…?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_5-03"A Technician(???)Please! My son is over there; he’s calling for me…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Jaeheon_6-01"Roland(???)…That thing isn’t anyone’s son.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_25-01"Rumanos Cartel Goon(Rumanos Cartel)Shit… He’s totally lost it…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_People_1"Rumanos Cartel Boss(Rumanos Cartel)Are you not satisfied after what you’ve done to the Middle…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Boss_1-02"Roland(???)I thought I might get something out of the big shots… All they had to show was a pathetic display of brotherhood crap.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_26-02"Roland(???)And you aren’t being much better. You seriously know nothing? I’ll happily take a lie, so get your gums flapping.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_27-04"Rumanos Cartel Goon(Rumanos Cartel)…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_People_2"Rumanos Cartel Boss(Rumanos Cartel)There is no need to play along with his aimless spite. Speak no more…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Boss_2-03"Rumanos Cartel Boss(Rumanos Cartel)Just kill us. Let’s get this over with.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Boss_3-03"Roland(???)…As you wish.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_28-01"???(???)Roland. It’s not like you to rampage like a madman. I understand how you feel, but still…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Astolpho_1-02"Roland(???)Don’t come any closer if you wanna live, Astolfo.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_29-02"Roland(???)I’ll cut you down if you try to stop me.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_30"Astolfo(???)Those guys don’t look like they had anything to do with the incident at all. This is plain insanity, Roland!Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Astolpho_2-02"Roland(???)If only we could’ve moved into the Nest…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_31-01"Roland(???)It’s all my fault…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_31-02"Astolfo(???)You’ve killed too many… Some may have been hopeless scum, but if you relish murdering so much…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Astolpho_3"Astolfo(???)You’ll completely lose yourself!Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Astolpho_4-02"Roland(???)I’m far from done. I still have a whole lot of suspects on my list.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_32"???I killed countless people.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_33"???The corpses of more people than I could ever remember piled up, forming a hill before me.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_34"???The further I tried to go into the past, the taller the hill got; and it ultimately became a mountain that blocked my sight.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_35"???Astolfo was right.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_36"???I couldn’t tell what was going on anymore.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_37-01"???That person was also right.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_38"???I couldn’t see ahead. This whole time, I was only looking behind.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_39"???Do I really want to find a lead to the past events and take revenge?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_40"???Or was I just looking for an outlet to gush this fury.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_41"???Is this a simple release of frustration? If I get my revenge this way, what’ll be next?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_42"???Those things no longer mattered. I didn’t have the breadth of mind to think about it.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_43"???In the end, I couldn’t protect her. It’s my fault…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_44"???It’s people’s fault… This City’s fault!!!Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_45"???What will be left of the man who failed to save what he vowed to protect?Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_46"???…An empty husk, that’s what remains.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_47"Location: The Library – Floor of LanguageRoland(Servant)I don’t buy it. I bet you’re no different…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_48"Roland(Servant)You’re just pretending to be cool-headed.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_49"Roland(Servant)I curse this City for taking everything from me… and I loathe myself for letting it happen.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_50"Roland(Servant)There’s no way you can humbly be yourself in this damned world…Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Roland_51"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)Roland. When raging wrath is about to engulf you, you must quench it and forge it into your weapon.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_19_b"Gebura(Patron Librarian - Language)You’ll learn to temper it soon enough.Audio: "ch8_Gebura_ep5_Gebura_20-02"
